" अनकही दरकार हैं "

खो गए है जो सिरे जिन्दगी के,

              

                    वक्त को दरकार हैं उन्हें तलाशने की,सवारनें की ..

 मासूमियत भरे दिल को दरकार है, 

                          

                          बिन घबराहट के धडकने की ..

मश्गुलियत भरी अदाओं को दरकार हैं,

               

                          फिर से सिमट जाने की ..

दबी सी इच्छा की दरकार हैं,

                 

                           फिर से पंख पसार के उड़ने की चेह्कने की ..

बदलते मौसम के साथ उड़े रेत में दबी सम्पूर्ण परछाई 

                                को दरकार है,

                  

                            फिर से संग में चलने की ,टहलने की ..

आँखों से छलके  आंसुओ  को दरकार है ,

                    

                             फिर से आँखों में चमक बनकर टिमटिमाने  की .......

"""""Khushi ki darkaar nahi mujhe abb""""""

anginat udaas palo ke baad jab khushi ki mahek aai,,
to laga maano is dil ko abb sada hi rusvaai hai bhaai.....


aisa lage hai maano kis jurm mein yeh khushi ki jhalak dikhi,,
kyu nhi hai phir se is dil ko koi saza mili...


samajh nhi aata kyu aansuo ke samander mein hi palke sada bheegna chahti hai,,,
aur pir se pehle ki hi tarah dheere se rudan ki siski muskarana chahti hai.......

''''''kaisa sa hai vo????'''''''''

Janta hai dil,,kasoorvaar hai vo....
phir bhi,, kyu??
khuda se khushi ki darkaar kare hai vo....

Jaanta hai ,,gehraai mein bahut udaasi hai chai,,
phir itna dard lekar ,,kyu?? phire hai vo....

Hontho per muskaan ,,aankho mein chamak to hai lekin,,
phir bhi jaane,, kaisi ghutan mein simat raha hai vo....

Bin eent pathar ke ,,aneko khwabo ke mehal banata hai,,
aur phir unke bhi na hone per rota bilakhta hai vo....

Jab bhi din dhalne per raat ka andhera chahta hai,,
phir kyu??
jo uska hona hi nhi chahta uske liye khud ko jalata hai vo....

Chahat hai use bhi kisi ke pyaar ka agar,
to sada sirf apna hi pyaar,, kyu?? lutata hai vo....

Na jaane kab khul kar muskarayega vo,,,
bin roye jeena seekh jayega vo....

Aisa suna hai maine,thokar khakar duniya ki,,"Sakt hota hai dil""
phir kyu ???
baar baar thokar milne per,,
Aaj bhi kyu ??? itna naram hai vo....

""""""""""Kuch Rang Jindgi Ke ''"""""""""

Kahi khushi ka mahool tha aur hansi ka saroor,

thi sabke chehre par naye utsaah ki umang,,,

kisi ke parivaar se judne ka naya ehsaas...

kisi gair ko apnaane ka ek alag hi janoon tha...

Uski jindgi mein puri tarah mil jaane ka vo behtareen sakoon....

Aisa hi raha meri ek dost ki shaadi mein uske yaha sab kuch..........

mujhe aisa laga maano bhagwaan ne uske jivan mein,
har tarah ke rango ko ek saath bhar diya ho....

Aisa laga jaise aneko khushiya uske daaman mein simatne ko betaab ho...

Jaise muskaan uske hontho se door jane ka naam hi na le rahi ho ...

Use khush dekh kar bahut khush thi mein per...
agle hi pal uska khyal aaya jis Dost ke ghar mujhe shyaam ko hi jaana tha ..
aur dil ek dam se rone laga,,,,,Aisa laga maano mere hontho se hansi kahi jana chahti ho.....

kuki ek dost ki shaadi ke ghar ke mahool se nikal kar mujhe apni us dost ke ghar jana tha jaha....

Kisi ko hamesha ke liye apni jindgi se khone vala,,,
aur kabhi na dil se jaane vala dukh tha.......

Maa shabd ko apne hontho se kabhi na lene ka sawal jo tha.......

Jiske hone ka ehsaas matr hi jivan ki bahut se takleef mita deta hai,,,

Us ehsaas ko vapus kabhi na paane ka gam tha.....

Jo hamari ek siski bhar se ,apni jaan tak dene ko aamda rehti thi,,,
Us devi roop maa ko Kabhi na dekh paane ka jo malaal tha...

In sab baaton se ,ek hi din mein kitne rang dikha diye,,,
jaha ek ghar mein sunhere rang bikhre the ,,
vahi dusre ghar sirf kaala ya phir safed rang tha us wakt ,,
ise dekh pana bhi mere liye to mushkil hi tha....
bas mann mein ek hi prarthna thi kanha se bas ki meri us dost ko,apni maa ko khone ke, is bhanayak dard se ubarne ka honsla de.........

"Apradh"

kaise yeh pal hai, yeh kaise hai din ,

har kadi mein hai jinki ajeeb si uljhan. . . .

saral to hai jivan jise jee rahe hai hum,

phir kyu hai dil mein kuch sulagati hui tapan . . . .

aankho mein ashk hai per muskara rahe hai hum,

jaane kis apraadh mein simat rahe hai hum. . . .

wakt ke aanchal ne daanke hai jakhm saare,

verna kon jaane ,kaise dard seh rahe hai hum. . . .

kabhi lage hai jivan ka saar hai sukh dukh,

kabhi samjhe jivan rupi bhar seh rahe hai hum. . . .

kya dukh ki paribhasha hai,kabhi samjha de mujhe mere maalik,

yeh kaise udassi ki aadat hai jise har pal jee rahe hai hum. . . .

kaise syahi se likha hai,tumne mere jivan ka saar,
raaste saaf hai, per khud hi dagmaga rahe hai hum. . . .

jaante hai ek tu hai saath hamare hamesha ,
phir tu hi bata dil se kyu ghabra rahe hai hum. . . .

Aisa koi Jindgi se wada to nhi tha .....tere bina jeene ka irada to nhi tha.......

"Sorry I'm still in Love"

I'm sorry that I'm writing you but I just can't forget.

All the memories of me with you,
Are running through my head
I'm sorry that I cried today
Though you didn't see my tears,
I just can't forget the fact
That today would be one year.

You said you didn't love me
But I know its not the truth
So here it is,
I'm saying it,
I still love you too.

I can hear it when you talk to me
When you say my name.
How the words almost slip out,
But you hold them back in shame

All day I've been thinking of you,
And what we could have been
Happily ever after,
Is what we both said.

I sit here,
And concentrate
On leaving you behind
But I know that no matter what happens
No words could make you mine

Dear
I'm sorry that I told the truth,
Sorry you're the one,
Sorry that it hurts so much,
Sorry I'm still in love.